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2002-04-23 ~ 8:29 p.m.
Listening to: Listening to: "Lonely Again," Hanson. I need music in this time of need. Please click and read. Of course this info is released on my birthday. I was having a pretty good day too. Oh by the way, most of the side comments that Lindsay makes I agree with. But anyway. *tear* I was so deluding myself that Louie had nothing to do with any of these legal things going on but now I can't even say the name Louie without feeling like I have to throw up. I had the shakes while I was reading all of this. Click here and then scroll down to "April 23" to read the actual articles. I don't think I feel "betrayed" per se, just really creeped out, like I'm watching the Twilight Zone or something. It seems so unreal. At our first signing, Lindsay and I were about to walk on some spilled soda and Louie stopped us before we could slip and fall and embarrass ourselves in front of DS. I was like "Oh you are so cool Mr. Louie yessirree Bob you are." Now I'm like LOSER you LOSER you make PORN MAGAZINES you LOSER. I just want everything to clear up magically or something. I don't want to have to read anything else about this. Because first of all it must be really embarrassing for DS. And more importantly, it's embarrassing for me. Hey, I'm being honest. I never realized how much I come off as an obsessed fanatic. I defended Louie. I thought it was sweet how all the members of Dream Street thanked Louie and Brian in the liner notes of their album. I waved to Louie. Now I don't know what to think, and I don't know if I really want to be a part of a fan base who blindly follows anyone associated with their favorite teen idol. Because, speaking from experience, you will eventually get hurt. That part of my entry is over. Now comes the fun part about how the rest of my birthday was :) Today was a good day. Lots of people remembered my birthday and those who didn't, who cares. Lol okay well I reminded them and they said Happy Birthday and gave me hugs. It was good times. My favorite presents that I got were a CD of Spongebob music, from Lindsay, and a big poster collage from Julie and Steph. And also Karen gave me food lol. I only got three of the eight things on my list from my family, but my mom says we can order some of the stuff later. I felt really special, just for a day. In the locker room everyone sang to me, and on the bus, two girls who I don't really talk to a lot said Happy Birthday Melissa! I was like thanks! But I don't know you. lol I don't know if I'm the only one who feels awesome when I get attention, but it's true. Today was an almost perfect day. Aside from the fact that I still had to go to lab and it was really cold in the school and the media is defacing Dream Street's name. But. Today has been more eventful than my whole year. So I am definitely not complaining.
Falling Upward ~ Falling Downward
Miss Anything? i'm portable - 2005-02-16 busy making big mistakes - 2004-06-12 i'm sorry I know that's a strange way to tell you - 2004-03-21 hello darkness - 2004-03-17 another night slips away - 2004-03-15
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