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2002-11-16 ~ 11:22 p.m.
Listening to: Listening to: Various Billy Joel songs. I am seriously just clicking random ones. I didn't do a thing today. I should have started on my Bio cell catalogue project and also read a little for English. But ehhh instead I fell asleep and then went to Julie Drezner's house at 6:30. I'm such a bad student. Tomorrow I am playing at church. I've been doing it for so long that you'd think I wouldn't get nervous anymore, but to be completely honest I still do, only not so much that I just want to skip going altogether. Honestly, once I start to play and stuff I completely forgot how nervous I was before. The circumstances I am under should make me more nervous than I get. Think about it, I'm playing an instrument that I'm not good at in front of maybe 60-70 people, half of which probably know me or at least recognize me. I should be like seizuring with anxiety. But I've gotten more used to it, and I usually enjoy myself when I am up there. It's pretty cool to be in on the happenings of the musician half of the congregation. Stuff happens to me and Mr. Rabic and Linda that nobody notices--but we all look at each other like OH WOW that was SO BAD. It's like a fellowship. I'm glad I got an early start with my membership. Well, I want to get at least halfway through Joy Luck Club, so I'll go. Bye!
Falling Upward ~ Falling Downward
Miss Anything? i'm portable - 2005-02-16 busy making big mistakes - 2004-06-12 i'm sorry I know that's a strange way to tell you - 2004-03-21 hello darkness - 2004-03-17 another night slips away - 2004-03-15
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