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2002-12-20 ~ 12:38 a.m.
Listening to: Listening to: Shh. Nothing has been resolved in the SHM-porn mystery (please click the "Falling Upward" link to read what I am talkinga bout). I still don't know whether he meant to send me it or not. All I know is, we're talking again. He's the nicest guy I've ever met. If he doesn't like me, at least as a friend, he's sure doing an awesome job of pretending. And if I'm not mistaken, there have been several occasions where I have looked in his direction only to find that he is also looking my way. Of course, that could all be in my head, but I'm not gonna be the one to drag myself down to reality, haha. I've heard from certain sources that he is way into this girl I know who sits next to him in Driver's Ed. "This girl I know" has a boyfriend, but there's always the chance that he could still have some kind of blind hope. And if he does, that would be uncool. Because then I'd be just a friend, and nobody wants that. Well, that was the big highlight of my evening? The lowlight (is that a word?)? DEFINITELY my band's performance at the concert. Every other band was phenomenal, amazing, woo-hoo-you-rock. Us? Yeah. I won't even go into it. Ask Karen, she was there and she isn't in band, so she is the complete unbiased source. Raggh it was so embarrassing. I don't even want to talk about it anymore. But that whole problem was completely forgotten when SHM started talking to me. I definitely need to NOT let my life revolve around other people. I'll work on that one. Yeah. Well, it's later than usual and I hadn't intended to talk about anything except the fact that SHM and I had extremely wholesome conversation. So yes. Goodnight, D-land.
Falling Upward ~ Falling Downward
Miss Anything? i'm portable - 2005-02-16 busy making big mistakes - 2004-06-12 i'm sorry I know that's a strange way to tell you - 2004-03-21 hello darkness - 2004-03-17 another night slips away - 2004-03-15
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