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2003-06-12 ~ 10:38 p.m.
Listening to: i am in my sister's room I love boys. Today will be forever known as the Day of Majorly Cute Guys. Okay, so there were only two. At piano today I saw Mike and we talked about not-so-significant things, but at least we are talking and not sitting in awkward silence or anything. I think that everything has returned to the way it was and my whorish-ness has not helped me one bit. After the press-up-against-him-on-a-bench bit that one week, I missed 3 weeks of piano due to recitals and concerts. So this week I come back... ...and the extreme friendliness is gone. I guess I will have to work my way up again. There was a small crisis that concerned him having to move his lesson to another day, but I called upon a few favors from my piano teacher and he is now NOT. Thank you, thank you. And then! Eee. More cuteness and guys-who-are-nice to me. Except, this one has a girlfriend. But he was still really funny and friendly and...let's just say I would not mind seeing him again and stealing him away from this afore-mentioned girlfriend. Especially because she used to be my friend in 2nd grade and now she thinks I'm weird because of the things I used to do when I was 7. Who does that? Girls are so petty (myself included). So anyway, the guy is 17 but he looks like 23 and he is like a foreign languages genius and was speaking to me in like German Spanish and French (but mostly Spanish because I was speaking back to him) and he knows a crapload of stuff about music and he was cool. But once again! He has a girlfriend, and Mike is hotter and far more attainable. Girls are so petty (myself included). Yup. So this week was not my best Mike-week, but I have a feeling things will start to look up this summer. I like to think of things in the perspective of Blondie. Ahem: The tide is high, but I'm holding on I hope you all understood the point I was trying to make. If you didn't, I'm sorry I don't feel like explaining. And to my friends, I know you have heard me singing that song for like the past 5 days, but it really works in this situation. Tomorrow is my Geometry final. I never found my textbook. I don't even care. I care even less about the final. If I fail, whatever. It will bring my grade down, but once again I DON'T CARE. Because immediately afterwards (well, maybe like 24 hours afterwards), I will be at Lindsay's birthday party giving her cool presents and having fun and signing people's yearbooks. Ohhh lala my presents for her are so cool. Ohh la. Okay I majorly need sleep. Today I had both my English and my History finals and I have no idea how I am even functioning right now; My brain is so fried. So with that, goodnight, D-land.
Falling Upward ~ Falling Downward
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