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2004-01-15 ~ 3:42 p.m.
Listening to: "Round Here," Counting Crows Some inevitable truths in my life:
-English will always be my hardest class, and it will always be the class I care the most about. I will never be satisfied with any of the work I turn in for that class. I can't think of anything that has been majorly bugging me or making me excited recently. My mom is coming home from Switzerland today, that's happy. Our house feels like it's gotten really dirty since she's left, I'm sure we will clean obsessively when my dad gets home. I think we might go out after we pick her up from the airport. It will be nice to be "complete" again. My house feels very empty without a mother. I have developed a semi-obsessive compulsive habit that I like to think of more as general hygiene: When I get home from school or from going out, I have to wash my hands 3 times. This is because, well, it's gross out there, and since I'd rather not wash my hands in the school's equally dirty sinks, I choose to wash them repeatedly at home. I have always known that I have obsessive-compulsive tendencies but I am definitely not bad enough to have a disorder. The only thing that makes me kind of nervous is that it doesn't bother me that it takes me 10 minutes to wash my hands every day after school. Hmmm. I guess the fact that I am conscious of my weirdness just goes to show that I'm okay. The snow made me really happy this morning cause I was the first human to make tracks, by foot or automobile, in the snow. It was so sparkly and clean, I hated to dirty it up with my shoes. Now the snow is all gross and muddy and uneven from cars, animals, and people. Not a fan of that, no. I want food. I think I'll end my entry with that great sentence.
Falling Upward ~ Falling Downward
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